First love freedom meditation…When I was a teenager, Teddy Randazzo made a record I liked so much I squeezed the money out of my limited allowance to buy the 45. Randazzo made a career of writing hits for other artists, but this, as far as I know, was the only hit he had on his own.
Note: This is the 11th meditation from the middle section, Noon, from A Million Different Things: Meditations of The World’s Happiest Man. It’s concerned with freedom and choice and those who try to smother them.
By David Stone
Assorted Ideas, Large & Small
First Love Freedom Meditation
Big Wide World, a ballad, contained the lyric, “Out of everyone in this whole wide world I fell in love with you….” While appreciating the dumb luck of discovering the perfect girl, Randazzo knew there were plenty more to pick from. Big Wide World was about abundance.
Choice demands freedom, and in their interdependency, freedom demands a choice. If we relinquish some of either, we relinquish as much of the other. Both are bound up with power.
Take the choices we make about lovers. We can go back as far as our initial discovery of unique emotional attractions. I remember being six or seven and chasing a pretty, brown-haired girl named Terry around our rural schoolyard.
But society wanted just as much to keep us separated…
The game was some variation on Cowboys and Indians, and I was running after her along a gentle slope between the swings and ball field. A strong, rounded emotion surged in me. And I remember that autumn afternoon mainly because it profoundly puzzled me.
Few memories remain readily available from those early years, but my attraction for Terry is still vivid. It was my first memorable experience of emotional confusion or, better, incompletion.
Not long after, a buddy and I took turns kissing another girl, Linda, in the back of our school bus.
Next day, a teacher took us aside. She forbid kissing Linda. But wrong or not, it was as exciting as all get out, and this was the first time I remember society stepping in to crush enthusiasm, no explanation necessary. What harm was there in practice kissing between seven-year-olds?
Adults make necessary choices, but when society steps in…
Linda remained my secret crush until a change of schools ended our daily contact. She never outgrew her girlish beauty, but we never got close again, even as adolescents. I’d moved on to choosing other girls, and she was probably busy fending off other boys like me.
The point of this vignette is that, even at an early age, emotion drives us to choices. Terry and Linda, in my memory, were the cutest girls in our school, and without any insight, I wanted engagement. But society wanted just as much to keep us separated.
There are times when the interests of the larger world can cause us to clamp down in a useful way. We don’t let children play with loaded guns and sharpened knives, and we don’t let them decide on which days they will attend school, sleep in or watch TV.
Adults make necessary choices, but when society steps in to interfere with the natural development of human relations, that’s disempowerment, the transferring of choice about what is good for an individual into a mass corralling of power for power’s sake.
First Love Freedom Meditation Opposing Freedom
The moral or religious basis for restricting relationships goes back to the earliest controls benefiting evolving leaders of the pack. We find evidence of it all through the Old Testament, for instance, and it seems likely that invoking the deity, especially the one that inspires fear, has long been a handy tool for tyrants and benevolent despots alike.
They invoked God to explain the heartless massacre of whole populations, every inhabitant, every woman and child, the lame, the sick and the aged. He ordered or commended it, but lucky for them, He spoke exclusively to the rabbis. God was even credited with directing the execution of a man violating a commandment by gathering wood to warm his family on a day of mandatory rest.
Claiming privileged access in eras of illiteracy and ignorance, any leader could recruit a deity to increase power. Threats of punishment up to and including the ultimate remain features of contemporary cultures.
As communities have evolved and, through education and experience, growing more secular, the effectiveness of religious control has diminished, but its long shadow remains. Rules about who we may safely associate with, even when subtle, are universally in place.
Restrictions on integration and lifestyle are taught early. No matter who or what the enforcer is, the rules themselves are there to disempower, often with no other reason than the pleasure and advantage of the already powerful.
Class values infuse layers of culture and tell us what we are supposed to want in life. In America, it’s very much a mercantile entanglement. Class exposed by consumption.
As a class thing, commercials tell us what to obtain in establishing levels. Mothers pay extra for their daughter’s designer jeans, even when the quality of goods is the same, because that’s what her contemporaries wear.
This transfers decisions about human values to commercial interests profiting through mass marketing. When we make economic choices based on class identification, we aren’t thinking. We’re handing over something elemental within ourselves.
As a modern culture, we don’t give it enough thought to raise serious objections. A purchase affirms value. To soften resistance, we learn slogans, viral memes, about personal independence – which makes it even more important to be conscious of what people do, not what they say.
Words really are cheap. They are sometimes salves for conflicted feelings. We’ve mastered a bountiful supply of quotes to explain whatever action we’ve taken or contemplated.
Choice requires power, and after power has been surrendered, choices are made in other ways. Freedom was once taken from us violently by stronger or less restrained overlords. It’s now simply given up in exchange for merchandise.
First Love Freedom Meditation was edited for online by David Stone
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